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salam....


this boy ..umm..he just gave me his phone number..what makes u think that i'm going to send a text to you...? i hate texting people first..it make me feel annoying and insecure...not that i like u or anything..it just make me feel really2 uncomfortable ..well, we never speak to each other in the first place,it's so awkward for me...sorry for making u embarassing by ignoring u...i'm not interested....yes u got a handsome face,the height but u r not the one.

nowadays...i'm looking for a new job for a better future.I really enjoyed what I was doing but I felt I was following a routine.


i love my friend at my working place but unfortunately the management sucks...for a month,aku wat overtime yet dorang bayar aku dengan jumlah gaji yg sme waktu aku buat ot dgn basic gaji lame..gaji naik tpi mcm angka tu x berubah....penat teruk,tido x cukup...cakap senang la cube dok diri berjam2 for a week..any vacancies?!!

Assalamualaikum and hi..!!!!



a lot has happend since my last post..not that i have nothing to write but i'm kinda busy and also in healing process..i got ear infection and it hurt like hells...the pain when u drip the eardrop in your ears are  undescrible ..even a painkiller that has strongest stereoid didn't help me to stop the pain.my left ear can't hear properly and i've lost my balance..i almost tripped when i walking..


when the infection started,i thought it just a normal thing and soon will heals by itself then it got worsen.in addition, the first doctor  that i met,give me the wrong medicine..my second doc did a good job on my ears but  it started to hurt back and swelling less than a week..its hard to perfoms well on my job and feel the pain continuosly till i had enough..the pain makes me fall on my knees cuz it hurt soo much and i decided to meet an ear specialist .after vacumming ,sucking all the dirt in my ears,i'm in shock to watch my own ear on that tv..it wounded  and a huge hole in my ears..after 3 session with the doc,alhamdulillah i'm all better now..side effect...i cant listen well when people speak softly with me..hahahaha...i have to wear shower cap to cover my ears to avoid the water to get into the ears....i rather have my hand or other part get bruise and i still can see it..if it in ur ear, u'll keep worrying and panicking cuz u can't see how bad it is...take care of ur ears..hahah....


now after a month,i can hear properly..no longer a deaf person...!!!

“Imaginations make people grow, but delusions only damage their surroundings. These days it seems more and more people are having delusions. There are negative sides to the Internet too.”

well ingat niat suci murni nk bangun lambat psl cuti arinie terlaksana tpi gile pendengki kucing aku mengiau kt telinga aku kuat2,terkam tangan,kaki n muke aku psl lapo.. aku igt aku bermimpi tpi bukak je mata muke anggun btol2 dok tenung aku..huissshh,skit jantung tgk die meow2 ngan mata ala2 puss in boot ..mntg2 aku je sorg2 kt umah,ko buli aku anggun..huhuhu..mama,balik cpt dri klinik...

What are we to do?..We’re both drifting apart.For us, could it be possible that it wasn’t love but just a deep attachment.For us, could it be possible that it wasn’t destiny but just an accident..I’m happy enough that we had those kinds of moments...I understand enough that all meetings have an end..I’m happy enough that there was that kind of laughter..It’s okay..I only miss you sometimes. Like when I wake up, and before I go to sleep. And when I hear a certain song, eat a certain food, or watch a certain movie. But yeah, it's only sometimes....