since I was in alimentary school,life is soo miserable though..i never had a true fren..all of them just loser n bitch.. I’ve been bullied n teased by everyone because of my physical appreance..of course b’cuz I got pimple when I was 8..its a hormon..like I wanna it..even the standard 6 student teased me..i know im not a cute girl.i have dark skin,pimple, and short..its really killing me to got such an experience at such young age..my fren..they all bullshit..pretending to be nice but the stabbed me behind my back.only a few really nice like salwani,fatin and zulaikha...its not that bad untill I went to a boarding school right after my UPSR…
That day was 28 february 2003…the first time I entered mjsc kuala kubu bharu with a new hope to get a real fren and having a blast for the whole year….i shared my room with the form 5 student…super cool senior...but I guess,I still have the dark cloud attached to me..it not has been a week yet but I learned the most valueable lesson in my life 4 the first time..NEVER TRUST A PERSON WHOM YOU JUST MET…not my roomate but HE is my new classmate..everyone known him..same age but his personality brought him up…I thanked him for helping me out but it never pop up in my mind that all of this is the beginning for all my trouble…silly me..he used that ‘thank you’ as a reason to called me’GEDIK’..worst hah..he said it with other the form 2 senior..of course I broken into tears..no one know bout it..im sure it was me whom he talked to because the way they describe my clothes and the book that im holding..i could hear how they laughed at it n pretending it was nothing…im still a new leaf..try to survive in a new surrounding but all that just make me feel down..i don’t want to be in a same class as him and the rest of his stupid gang…and few gurl..they keep telling me..dont fren with her..bla bla bla…tell me what to do..arghh..!! I HATE IT…..!!this thing continue untill I was form 3.life at a boarding school was super suck.,!!! aku btol2 x paham dngan lelaki..yg gedik gle2 xplak downg ckp gedik,malah menyokong kegedikan downg..X-(…..exactly the night b4 the PMR,the boys finally said sorry..i was too busy at the time n just say ahha…..
I almost gave up..tried of crying and crying…Despite all of the misery and my regrets...,im really2 glad I met with all my nice fren.i met with my homeroom mother,super cool senior as a roomate,frens and adviser..,amazing fren n roomates(form 2 and form 3) who always there for me..having the best 13th birthday during homeroom dinner joined by all student(Mrs.Marlina Alias Ali)..love when my senior’s homeroom and roomate took part sang a bufday song at the Dewan Makan..LOL…won a 2nd place in Tennis Competition..champion for Choral Speaking..n many more..they did said 4 the every pain u had,u’ll get the same amount of happiness..i bet they r right 100%..
Then..i went to another high school..this is the turning point..i became fierce toward the boy…I don’t want them to bully me..thats all..i had enough..i don’t give a damn if they hate me..but they all nice..all my classmate..not a single word can describe them in the best way..
They taught me to be who I am today..to be a better person..do your own stuff,be free and enjoy ur life to the fullest..i did concentrated im my studies while having fun as a teenager for the first time..i like when they told me,`we don’t want u to act like this’..they said it on a gud way ..make me feel relief to have them as a fren..it was a blast couple of years..became one of the elite student,good grades and no more tension…I finally can breath for the first time n felt free..through out all years,I think I had finally blooming into another person..more mature,childish a little and more happier..
When im in the university..i grow up a little bit again..maybe..same attitude toward da boy..hey I got my own reason..they don’t know a thing, so better zip it..its my life after all..its getting much2 better right now despite all the heavy assgmnt..LOL…
What happened before in KKB..i already almost forget it..let bygone be bygone..i forgive them..some old frens in mJsc did told me how I changed ..lol..less chubby,no more pimple..cute?haha..no way..even one of HIS fren said sme thing..but..boys r liar..never believe them..=p
Soo..form now on,i should appreciate everything and keep moving forward…it’s a FLAVOUR OF LIVE anyway…
Till next post..see ya..!!=p
(sowi if my BI r wrong..having fun la..)
That day was 28 february 2003…the first time I entered mjsc kuala kubu bharu with a new hope to get a real fren and having a blast for the whole year….i shared my room with the form 5 student…super cool senior...but I guess,I still have the dark cloud attached to me..it not has been a week yet but I learned the most valueable lesson in my life 4 the first time..NEVER TRUST A PERSON WHOM YOU JUST MET…not my roomate but HE is my new classmate..everyone known him..same age but his personality brought him up…I thanked him for helping me out but it never pop up in my mind that all of this is the beginning for all my trouble…silly me..he used that ‘thank you’ as a reason to called me’GEDIK’..worst hah..he said it with other the form 2 senior..of course I broken into tears..no one know bout it..im sure it was me whom he talked to because the way they describe my clothes and the book that im holding..i could hear how they laughed at it n pretending it was nothing…im still a new leaf..try to survive in a new surrounding but all that just make me feel down..i don’t want to be in a same class as him and the rest of his stupid gang…and few gurl..they keep telling me..dont fren with her..bla bla bla…tell me what to do..arghh..!! I HATE IT…..!!this thing continue untill I was form 3.life at a boarding school was super suck.,!!! aku btol2 x paham dngan lelaki..yg gedik gle2 xplak downg ckp gedik,malah menyokong kegedikan downg..X-(…..exactly the night b4 the PMR,the boys finally said sorry..i was too busy at the time n just say ahha…..
I almost gave up..tried of crying and crying…Despite all of the misery and my regrets...,im really2 glad I met with all my nice fren.i met with my homeroom mother,super cool senior as a roomate,frens and adviser..,amazing fren n roomates(form 2 and form 3) who always there for me..having the best 13th birthday during homeroom dinner joined by all student(Mrs.Marlina Alias Ali)..love when my senior’s homeroom and roomate took part sang a bufday song at the Dewan Makan..LOL…won a 2nd place in Tennis Competition..champion for Choral Speaking..n many more..they did said 4 the every pain u had,u’ll get the same amount of happiness..i bet they r right 100%..
Then..i went to another high school..this is the turning point..i became fierce toward the boy…I don’t want them to bully me..thats all..i had enough..i don’t give a damn if they hate me..but they all nice..all my classmate..not a single word can describe them in the best way..
They taught me to be who I am today..to be a better person..do your own stuff,be free and enjoy ur life to the fullest..i did concentrated im my studies while having fun as a teenager for the first time..i like when they told me,`we don’t want u to act like this’..they said it on a gud way ..make me feel relief to have them as a fren..it was a blast couple of years..became one of the elite student,good grades and no more tension…I finally can breath for the first time n felt free..through out all years,I think I had finally blooming into another person..more mature,childish a little and more happier..
When im in the university..i grow up a little bit again..maybe..same attitude toward da boy..hey I got my own reason..they don’t know a thing, so better zip it..its my life after all..its getting much2 better right now despite all the heavy assgmnt..LOL…
What happened before in KKB..i already almost forget it..let bygone be bygone..i forgive them..some old frens in mJsc did told me how I changed ..lol..less chubby,no more pimple..cute?haha..no way..even one of HIS fren said sme thing..but..boys r liar..never believe them..=p
Soo..form now on,i should appreciate everything and keep moving forward…it’s a FLAVOUR OF LIVE anyway…
Till next post..see ya..!!=p
(sowi if my BI r wrong..having fun la..)
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