viTa doLce Of mE

yes...i am very sensitive when people talk about how big i am right now compare to my sisters.they keep telling me that i have become more n more fat but sometimes,2,3 people did told me i look slim a lil bit n then after a few weeks, they ask "have u gain weight?damn it..



come on people.my body frame kinda big so no matter how hard i try to slim down,diet n look like supermodel or my fashion idol yoon eun hye,it will never be that way.IMPOSSIBLE ..!!please haven't u guys notice eventhough i am laughing,it did hurt me?



i'm started to gained weight when i stopped from playing tennis.i move to mersing n couldn't find a proper tennis court at all..i ride a bicycle to school regularly ..i used to wear a XXL size people..i did,n my friend having that weird face expression"have u lost ur mind,wear XL size..u r not that big"..since then i've lost weight a lil bit n now i can wear a M size but i now people will never be satisfies and keep complaining bla bla bla like old woman.





i never complained about their body,i dont care so why bother to nag at me about my weight..i have extra 4kg from my ideal weight.im not that tall,so i may look shorty than i used to be...im no longer 5 years old girl,i grew up and my hormones changes..didnt u guys learned at school or just busy having a puppy love...?
my cousin fariha told me"angah,just give me a month for me to lost a few kilos.."..i just smile n hope the best for her.i dont have to go on crazy diet whtsoever.i eat less than i used to eat..mybe bcuz im getting tired of nasik..i ate coslow after 8pm if im too hungry but sometimes burger..doesnt mean when u having a healthy diet,u need to stop eating all of urs fav..eating less n find another alternatives.



so ppl, i do have feeling n keep that in mind...
upset,grumpy lady:
fasiha..
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